calm

Two sleeps to go. Less than 48 hours. I have a strange sense of calm. It can only be God. Only He can give me peace amidst turmoil.
I saw a bunch of gorgeous neutral bonds clothes at the shops today. I could have bought all of them. But I didn't. I just couldn't bear to buy them, and have to leave them in a bag with the tags attached and the receipt close, just in case. That would have been torture. And then to return them if things didn't go well on monday.
43 hours. And I'll be sleeping for about 18 of them.

Come on baby... hold on. Let me be your mamma. Don't join your sisters just yet. Spend a lifetime with me first... please?
I love you little one.
xx